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I didn't really have time to
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think about church.
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I always thought that I was a believer
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and didn't have to go
to church to believe.
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and this is my story.
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My life before I became a Christian
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and whilst the church was
always there in the background,
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life overtook all of that,
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life, career, marriage, children.
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The thing that led me to explore my faith
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was the fact that my
husband had a massive stroke
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and he was then diagnosed with
Parkinson's on top of that
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and life was very, very difficult for us.
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I cared for him for two and a half years
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and there were some
very, very dark moments.
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At that time I was quite angry
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and depressed and just very low.
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'Cause I didn't see anything
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in our future, our future was great
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until this happened to Neil
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and it was like somebody
had pulled the rug
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from under our feet
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and our life changed in that instant.
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And after his stroke,
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I stumbled or was guided
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towards Christ Church Felixstowe
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and my life changed from then
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and it took off in a
whole different direction.
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It was just the whole enveloping of love
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and support from everyone.
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It lifted me because my caring role
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was very, very intense,
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very, very difficult because
of my husband's needs
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Because of Neil's illness, I think,
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that my Christian life
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I suppose took off.
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It was at 10:50 on the 5th of August
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which was the last worship day of New Wine
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and it was then that I
asked God to forgive my sins
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and decided that I wanted
to give my life to Jesus
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and every day I take the opportunity
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New Wine was an awesome experience for me,
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nothing like I'd ever experienced before.
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The whole worship singing,
praying, mind blowing.
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I began to pray differently,
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not for material things for me
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but just to have God in my life
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and to guide me towards Him.
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Jesus has been so supportive to me too
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and has wrapped me up
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I don't know what I'd do now
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without God in my life.