Damien's Story

After a difficult childhood, Damien shares his experience of God's healing and transformative love, and the power his story has had on others.

After a difficult childhood, Damien shares his experience of God's healing and transformative love, and the power his story has had on others.

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I went through a long period of life
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wanting to be anyone and anything
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other than myself.
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Whereas now I'm quite happy being me.
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My name's Damien and this is my story.
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My childhood was difficult.
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I come from a large family,
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so I'm one of nine children.
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My dad was in and out of my childhood
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and sort of completely disappeared
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and went into prison when I was eight,
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so life without a father figure
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is difficult.
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When I was 12 my parents put me into care,
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so having your family say we don't want you
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is incredibly hard to accept
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and so, I found myself in children's homes.
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You're living with the most lost,
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most vulnerable young people
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and I myself was a lost,
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vulnerable young person at the time.
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There was a lot of me
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that just didn't want to accept
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that actually anyone could love me
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because I'd spent pretty much 14 years of my life
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being told that actually I was worthless,
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that I had no value.
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God was this person who people would say loves you
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and cares for you
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but I could never really put that
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side by side
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with this idea that if God is meant to love you,
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then why does He let abuse happen,
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why does He let people hurt you.
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A loving God wouldn't let that happen to a child
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and when I was 16 I had a
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sort of earthquake moment
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with God and that I would say
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was the turning point
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of me going not just yes, there's a God
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but actually I've got to start talking
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to this God and actually start having
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a bit more of a conversation and understanding
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who and what he is
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and so, led me to actually start going
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to a large, independent church
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and that was probably the making of my faith.
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People would genuinely talk to me
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and want to know who I was
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above just that kid in care
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and I'd say they showed me God more
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than they talked to me about God.
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So, I had a journey when I was 18/19
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where I sort had to walk through a period of forgiveness
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to those who had hurt me as a child
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and really try forgiving people
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who had done stuff to me
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that I would never want to forgive.
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God is a God of transformation.
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Yeah, I still have bad days every so often
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but most of the time
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it's not who I am,
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I'm a lot more than the baggage
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I carry behind me and I think
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that's entirely because of God.
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God has quite often put me in contact
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with people who would never walk into a church
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and I think because of the life I've lived
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that actually people are far more likely to listen,
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to someone can say I've been there,
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I know what that feels like.
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God has used me the most through my testimony
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and through talking to people
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who would
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never open their hearts to a church
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but will actually listen to someone's story
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and that starts them on a journey.
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Before God, I was unlovable,
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whereas now I am loved
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and I have a value that money can't buy.